So, there were definitely challenges and definitely pressures as far as people wanting certain people on the show, or if there were a rumor about me dating somebody, ‘Oh you gotta get this person on.’ But I’m like, ‘I barely know that person!
I’m not gonna ask them.’ So it was definitely a unique twist on the whole — I mean dating is crazy anyway you know, like the ins and outs of it — but that was definitely another twist in the story for me.
Right now I’m promoting the Vegas Diaries and I’m seven months pregnant, so I’m about to have a baby and I just want more of the same in my life.
I’m having a great time writing books and I love my daughter and my husband so much and wanna have more kids. ’ and I’m just like, ‘More of the same would be good.’ People always ask me if I would do another reality show and if somebody came up with an interesting idea that I thought was positive and empowering at the end of the day, after all the drama plays out, I maybe would consider it, but I probably wouldn’t do the same exact kind of things I’ve done before.
When I was finally single and dating I had a lot of paranoia about: why do people wanna date me? Or do they wanna date me because they wanna brag to their friends that, ‘Oh I’m dating the girl on that billboard’?
So, I had a lot of insecurities going into it and I really had to get to a point where I was okay with myself before I finally ended up meeting my husband and meeting The One.
It took a while and it took a lot of different experiences and I learned a lot about myself through different people I met.
One of the first incidents I talk about when I’m on my own in Vegas is just dealing with the press on my own.
In the first chapter of the Vegas Diaries it was really important for me to set up where I was coming from and how I was feeling, like I was at my own personal rock bottom."Hef is very routine and wants things the same way, and I just got older and to the point where I needed to move on and have new experiences.Hef will always be my best friend and I will always care about him so much, but he's very routine and he likes his life the way he likes it. "Of course, Harris and Hefner ultimately reconciled and they got married on New Year's Eve in 2012. And when it came time for Holly to tie the knot with Pasquale Rotella in 2013, they picked Disneyland to hold their nuptials—and Kendra was not a member of the wedding..In fact, who knows if she would have ever reacted the way she did if Holly hadn't written that.But the fact that Holly's version of events differs from Kendra's doesn't mean that either one of them isn't calling it exactly as she sees it.Many moved on to live happy, healthy, and productive lives, and I'm pleased to say remain dear friends today.